Hello world. I'm back.
I had to take a brief hiatus because the last blog I wrote wasn't me...It was one of the meanest things I've ever written so I pulled it and re-evaluated my reaction; no one should ever have that much power to change me like that.
But that chapter is OVER. Thank god.
So where am I you may ask as far as frame of mind? I'm good. I'm just chillin or coasting right now. I'm doing me and living my life. I've done everything I wanted to accomplish so far in life; I've followed the plan I made for myself when I was younger and now its almost time to write the new plan. Graduation is in May...I managed to stay focus and get college done in 4 years where a lot of my friends still have another year or two. Time for the real world, which is both exciting and daunting to me, but like a trouper I will press on. I'm ready for the next stage in my life. Moving back to New Orleans will be an experience. I'm worried about getting trapped there. If I could, I would move straight to California...I just don't have the means right now so New Orleans is the destination for a little while. I have to keep telling myself that it's only temporary. *Sighs* So many things have changed now that I feel torn about my decisions because it affects other people now. I have to decide to either stick to my plan and be selfish or try to alter my plan to the detriment of my initial promises and goals...There's just so much stuff that's up in the air and I don't like it because I like to have things planned out. I guess I can't control everything in life. So for now, I will just coast til I have to make a turn and decide when I get to the fork in the road.
