So things have basically been the same...still no job, still bickering with Dad, still stuck at home. Yet something is different. I feel this strange sort of relief. Big things are happening as far as my acting career...got an audition tomorrow for a certain vampire movie that I won't say (hehe) and I have to speak Portuguese! Haha! It would be an honor just to get a call back for this film but the odds are against me. Though I have my fingers crossed that even if I don't get the part, I can make some connections out it. Got another audition on Wednesday in Baton Rouge and I have a potential hookup with a movie with Tracy Morgan, but thats still in preproduction. So that part of life is looking up.
I might sound like a bitch for this, but the reason for relief is because something that has caused me many headaches for the past couple years seems to have finally left me...the resentment I mean. Just the mere fact of knowing that the outcome was probably the best thing for my life is a relief. I just keep thinking about what could have happened and where I would have ended up and I literally shiver. I should have never settled and I'm soooooooo glad it didn't happen. Just wasn't the life for me. If I learned one thing from living with my dad, it's that I am no simpleton. And I can't live a simpleton's life. I reach for higher things, not laying around getting high. *Side note* I can't wait to make that song with you Troy-Peter Pan in the works baby! Anyways, so I'm glad I still have my "dignity" untouched and congrats to the one who can keep up with me and whos in love with my beauty AND brains.
And I'm gonna stop apologizing for being pretty. Blame my parents. :)
Look Dom you dont know anything about me and my life now so you need to keep my name out of your mouth and anyone who is affiliated with me, i been clean for 4 months and like a day, all my anger is gone, im working goin in early and staying late, i've matured into a man and it's already hard enough without someone recollecting their images of something that was doomed from the start. You need to get over this shit and let it go, please just move on cause this is causing animosity within my realms. So i would appreciate it if anything related to that terrible mistake i called a fucked up relationship was erased from your memory. Please and ThankYou
ReplyDeleteThis blog is for me TJ, not you. You're right, I don't know about anything in your life and don't care to know. These are my thoughts after a conversation I had with an old friend. I'm glad you've grown up. Contrary to your beliefs, I don't think of you or talk about you or anyone who's affiliated with you. In fact, I removed myself from everyone. And if my words cause you animosity, don't read my blog. Once again, it's for me and not you or anybody else. I'll continue to write what I want because I'm not hurting or harming anyone. And I still wish to be left alone so why don't you do the same and let it go as well.
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