This will be week #3 that I've been gravely ill. After two trips to the E.R., all signs still say Costochondritis. However the last ER trip should an irregular EKG. Doctor says that the EKG says Ischemia- Heart Disease. Dear God. Have to see a Cardiologist tomorrow to see if that is the case. If it is, that would explain all the chest pain and everything I'm going through, would deny Costochondritis but would confirm the more grave diagnosis and Ischemia Heart Disease. There's always something wrong. Even when I try to do right by my health, something's always wrong. Wish I could trade this body in for a new one.
I guess it would be right if I had a heart disease. My heart has gone through so much stuff it wouldnt surprise me if something was wrong with my actual heart. That would teach me not to wear my heart on my sleeve. Ha. Actually No, it's not even funny to me. This is just depressing and I wish someone could fix me.
Enough for now. Don't feel like writing anymore, or doing anything at this point for that matter.
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