Well 2010 ended the way the whole year has been, full of pain. Thanksgiving in the hospital, uneventful Christmas, and of course debilitating neuropathy and stomach pains on New Years Eve. 2010 has been quite a doosy, However, I survived--barely. Now I'm starting off the new year in pain. Physical pain that is, which is far less severe than the emotional pain I went through last year. Physical pain I can handle. It's like a little physical reminder saying, "hey you're not dead yet!" Off to yet another doctor's visit on the 23rd to see what the hell is wrong this time. At least I know that this time, unlike many of the other times, it's not my fault. I've been checking my blood sugars regularly, eating how I should, etc. My hypochondriac in me says that what I'm experiencing maybe Fibromyalgia, which is incurable. Whomp whomp. So who knows...I guess I'll find out soon. Until then I've just been coping, being sedated pretty much 24/7 to just make it through the day.
Alot of people have new year resolutions and things they want to do different in the new year. Well I dont have any resolutions because I think I am the way I want to be ever year. I will continue to do the things I need to do to keep my health in order...and that means to continue to get rid of the toxins: toxic food, relationships, people in general. I need to be healthy physically and mentally. I made a good change in my life in the last part of 2010 and I will continue to do so. Lets see what happens in 2011.
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