I'M GOING TO LOSE IT

I swear to God I'm going to fucking lose it! I'm absolutely miserable here. I feel like a fucking prisoner. My face is all broken out from stress, I'm not sleeping, and I feel like I'm going to die. Everyday is a screaming match with my father and a sea of uncomfortableness with my stepmom. I lost my job a couple of weeks ago because my position was removed by the owners so every day I sit at home and just watch tv and get fat of course. Living here is killing all the remaining respect I had my father and I am becoming more and more enraged. He doesnt under me...something's gotta give or else I'm going to lose it!