Unemployment.

These past couple weeks have been pretty rough just because I've been bored and uninspired. I guess that translates into falling into a depression because the cosmic forces seem to be pushing signs my way that to the world, I seem depressed. And I guess it's true. At this point I've seemed to subconsciously pushing people away and alienating myself. I guess it's because I feel stifled creatively and self doubting this quest I'm on to essential be a movie star as retarded as that may sound. That's what it is though. I don't know. I just feel kind of stagnant right now. And a person to talk to or a best friend would really be nice right now. I'm hoping that my mother can provide some kind of comfort when she comes to town on Wednesday. Honestly, I'm not really trying to find a job right now until I spend time with my mom. I got enough money in the bank right now to just coast right now if I don't do any lavish spending. *Sighs* Just rambling now, think I'm gonna try to draw something now. Out.